Life Defined

Tell me How?

you ask me how was my life
how can I defined life
when I don't have any...

you ask me to be strong
but I cant even stand nor believe
how can I be strong when everyone say I'm weak...

you said I must love myself
but how can I love myself
when I can only see ugliness..

you said I need to be patient
I've  been patient all the time
but for how long should I take it..

you told me to be brave
what courage do I have
when I only know the safer way...

you ask me to share the stories
but to whom should I share
when all door is closed....

you told me to tell
I'm doing that now
by telling you how can I?